A way for my family to reassure itself that I haven't lost my mind yet. I emphasize the yet.

Friday, June 30, 2006

electromuse

today fun with weird electronic music
www.electrocraft.com
check out these instruments.
You can see one in use if you watch the Plan B(live) video by Mute Math.
Too cool.
http://www.moogmusic.com/
Ok now drool over some old skool vintage analog synths.
The little Phatty almost affordable. Yeah right.
http://hellven.org/
Now this one has a alot of back story with something called the demoscene. It also has free music. A little known fact is tha Hunz, one of the colabs was lead singer for the christian rock band, beanbag.
Last of all get to know this guy, Thomas Jenkinson.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Squarepusher
especially read the philosophy part, this guy has some out there ideas.
and then check him out live here:
http://forum.watmm.com/index.php?showtopic=6881
so thanks for coming along on my little tour, that about wraps it up, until next time.

Thursday, June 29, 2006

i meant to write this

purevolume.com/portugal.theman

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

So this is my first blog from TSCT. That stands for Thaddeus Stevens College of Technology, you can probably understand why I abbreviate.
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Check out this band, especially you Patric.
I'm in Comp 106, writing about writing. Does that seem to be a bit of a redundancy for you? Wait..I have to pay attention for a bit... nope, false alarm. The way too much like high school, except the work is harder, which I don't know how I feel about right now, I am glad to being work again, but they didn't give a math class. That is not cool, because I love math. English is cool but whenever its graded I get all weird about it. I journal but that is so much less intimidating. But I have confidence in my writing ability these days so, I'm going to handle that, son.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Out of Habit, Stronger Than Ambition

Their is less than three weeks, in which, the conclusion of the last twenty-two months of my life will be reached. Yes it is true, I am finally leaving the umbrella from the storm of life I call, Teen Challenge. I will be entering the small circle of another umbrella called Thaddeus Stevens College of Technology. To say apprehensive would be redundant. No parents, no friends, no one but my God and and my dreams, which by the way keep me up at night. Did I mention that? It seems satisfaction and success are a thing of the past. A thing for old people, motivational speakers and valedictorian. They don't exist in the real world, especially among christians, at least not in my generation. We all are miserable failures, or beautiful failures. We are being robbed. I'm so uncertain I can do anything to change it, it being myself. I want to make a difference, but everyone I care about, everyone I relate to is trapped in sin and running from God. Why? More importantly..."Why not me?" Am I just waiting? Is the only reason I'm still standing b/c I'm still in Teen Challenge. I refuse to be come institutionalized. I would rather be dead. I mean that. Does this sound like fear? Do you like questions?

Friday, June 02, 2006

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